ahh

i seriously should be studying my head off rite nw.. but i'm not.
whut is wrong with me?
*sigh* i'm so so worried for my test this saturday. if i fail it, i won't get into college...
actually, i don't even know why i'm putting so much pressure on myself...
my grades are driving me CRAZY...
all my grades are like 89 or 91... NOO!!!!!! if i don't get good grades... i won't get into college.
and i won't make any money.. and my life would be miserable. =(
sad sad sad....
i'm not feeling really well now.. =(
but it's june!!! i'm gonna fly home soon... after all this stress...
my CAR!!! i didn't talk much about it..
anyway. so i got it last saturday.. but i still can't drive it coz i'm not insured.... BAH...
i'll be patient... i can wait till next yr.. hey, at least i hv a car.. haha...
whut else happened recently... hm.....
i had like 5000 tests... that i didn't do well on..
and i'm not studying.. that's a really bad thing.. i just don't wanna care anymore...
few more days of school... come on... i'm so sick of school right now... Early Bird... *bleh*
guess whut? i'm invited to joanne's party.. woohoo... i hv a party to go to when i'm bk in KL...
.oh wonderful KL.. how i miss you...
i'm gonna hv roti canai in melawati the first morning..
i can't hv it right after... coz my flight'slike...not in the morning.. haha..
i'm crossing my fingers.. i seriously pray that my flight won't get delayed like the last time...
or else i won't be able to get to joanne's party and i'll be really really sad....
should i study, or should i not...
and damn.. i hv a violin lesson tomorrow.. and i didn't practise at all this week... haha. talk about slacking..
i miss JOYEE!!!!!JOYEE JOYEE I MISS YOU>>>> stop watching movies... or going out.. save them till i go bk...
okay? teehee..
the seniors are gone.. it's so sad...
did i talk about the graduation party i went to? well.. i'll tell u now.. teehee...
so.. on saturday we (marie, amy,emily, me) went to hannah's graduation party...
we had really good food... yumyum!!! tried to play volelyball... didn't really worked..
so we played soccer. i didn't wanna play at 1st coz i dont hv shoes. but afterwards i did..
played barefeet.. and i'm proud of myself..
i actually improved from not playing soccer. i remember last year i was bad..
haha... and our teams were pretty even.. so it was really fun. in addition.. haha... my english teacher would be so proud of me using transition words.... haha...anyway.. i knew most of the ppl... so that was pretty cool...
*sigh*
my computer's not charging anymore.. guess i'll hv to leave..
this is really long blog.. =)