damn!!!

damn!!!!!!!!!

my emos are like.. iono how to say.. they're... all around....

somebody help me.. i'm seriously.. thinking too much.. as usual... just tell me yourself.. tell me that we won't b together b/c u want to b with her... tell me.. i need u to tell me or i won't stop pondering on it and make my life miserable... i'm thinking too much..

*my thoughts* i know u hv her.. but it's still possible...

i need u to tell me that this won't happen. so that i can stop thinking about it.. it may hurt a little.. but it would be better now than later (when it's more powerful/etc.)

you know what? u shouldn't hv told me in the 1st place. then i would just think of u and know that it wouldn't hv a chance since u don't hv feelings for me.. but now??? AHHH!!!>. i'm seriously going crazy..

I KNOW!!! I KNOW HE HAS A GF... SO WHY AM I LIKE THIS???
i can't be the 3rd person.. it's just...WRONG!!! i need someone to talk to.. RIGHT NOW>>. but no one's online....'

*inhale**exhale*.............. i'll be fine................................................


i hope...