butterflies

+omg...
the butterflies in my stomach are killing me. i'm so nervous. i can't get anything done and it's scaring me. i tried doing econ homework.. didn't work. i stared at my math worksheet and like "what the crap? i hv no idea how to do this"...
anyway. back to the butterflies. had all state tryouts today. i could hv done better.. DAMNIT!!! i didn't make my motions sharp enough.. damn! but now i really regret and i wanna turn bk time and try out again. ahhH!!!
anyway. i'm pretty sure i've decide to drop econ. i'll talk to mr. smith and see what he thinks about it. then i'll take orchestra. heeehe..i'm really excited if i were in orchestra.. muahaha.. my best friend--jojo ju... my homie joe chen.. wahahah... which reminds me.. i saw him in the halls that one day and i was like. "whuddup"? haha. it was pretty funny. anyway. i still hv butterflies in my stomach. that's my main point.. and i don't know what to do..
oh yea. i FAILED my econ quiz on wednesday!!!!!! i got a freaking D!!! and nobody cares. they're all like.. "nah, it's okay.! " what the crap? it's not okay... i would rather drop!!!! grrr!!!i'm so angry. orchestra.. it's really tempting right now.. and i need to brush up my violin skills.. wahahahah...
and jeanean and i are getting along really well.. wahahahah"AW and AG"...
i don't know waht else to blog about. i just don't want to get back to my homework.. i'm SO lazy. i should really start my UC application. but then again. i don't really wanna go there and see suming, tony or kevin that much .they scare me a little. sukai's cool but he doesn't talk to me.. =) ahh!!! i really wanna go to university of washington!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fine. i'll go read ppl's blog....