lalala...

lalala.. i slept... 14 hours yesterday.
went to bed at 6 pm. woke up at 8.30. is that 14? yea.. 14 and a half.
that means i didn't do any of my homework.
i called em just now and OMG. we have to do a bibliography. i thought about it when i was doing it before break. but now it'll take me a longe rtime to do it.
this morning woke up and tried to do my homework.. couldn't get anything done.. thinking about too much stuff that's going on in my head.
turned on the computer. tried REALLY hard to get things done. but talked online for a while. talked to joyee/she goes by ame now??? that's like my mom's name. blah@ settle some stuff??? idk. no more kenny... she was supposed to talk to me about it. but we didn't really tlak about it. amanda was online too. didn't tlak to her for like ever either. made a card. had to run to walmart to get sum stuff. i walked to my car and WHAT THE HECK? it was frozen. damnit. so i had to like scrape ice off. then parked it under the sun. wait for the freaking ice to melt. damnit. it wasn't even cold. so i got to walmart. bought some stuff. then went to the post office to mail a card. =) i was proud of myself. heehe..too bad i didn't plan my route really well. if not i would hv gone to culver's first. then i went to culver's to check and see when was i supposed to work. yea. came home. made some food. and now i'm bloggin.. concentrate... focus... i give up... i can do anything but my homework...

and my mind's been.. really confused/blur.idk.
i really like the state i'm in right now, moved on from disbelief to awareness?
but now i'm worried. what if it doesn't work out? what if there's another person..


but did i say in my previous blog?
it was the best new year's day i've had.
<3 01/01/2007
los gatos, CA