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So, i'm definately really bored right now. CC doing nothing. sam's playing some quest game and vic's watching die hard, b/c he couldn't get the tickets b/c somehow he looks younger.

but i'm gonna be really really bored today. my mom's off to melaka and i could've gone with her, but i decided not to. kinda think it'll be equally boring. plus, i wanna update this blog since it's been a while and everytime i try to do it at my cousin's house or at my aunt's house it doesn't work. it never works. it either won't let me log in, or it'll take like 5 minutes to load this page and then won't let me post. it's rather frustratin i have to say.

i have pictures that i wanna post but of all the days i didn't bring my camera with me today. so i guess that'll have to wait.

oh yea. something that i'm quite excited about. i got housing for my University. so right now i have a place to stay when i go back to school, which is pretty important. the problem is i'll me homeless for 8 days b/c since my aunt's family moved down to florida i'll be on my own. i mean.. if worse comes to worse i can just lodge in the holiday inn or sumthing like that. i'll still have my car. so i just need a place to stay. 8 days is quite a long time.

and i've been talking to a lot of ppl and a number of my friends suggested that i should stay in KL and study here. yea. i wish i could too. but i don't think that's possible. i mean. i already got into U. and if i come back here... i don't know. this trip was different for me. maybe i'm only gonna be here for 4 weeks, but this time around, i feel so much at home and i just feel like i belong here. i would wanna stay here, but i guess i would have to go against my wishes, and my parents won't agree anyway. so i didn't try. but it's pretty cool if i could stay here. and i'm looking up studying abroad programs that i can maybe participate in for like a summer or so. here in malaysia, or if there isn't any singapore will do too. i miss it so much here.

so people ask me: "where do u like it better?" i used to answer: "both places are okay. they have their own advantages and disadvantages" but right now, i would answer "i like it here"
maybe i'm a little emo now. but it's where i belong?? that's fair game. i don't wanna go bk. not really. but i guess 4 years isn't that long?? it's a little long. but when i come bk i'll be 22, which is not that old. man... 22 IS kinda old. *sigh* i used to think that i would wanna live my life in the states, where i can make a lot of money. yea. this is really cliche, but i'm gonna say it anyway. happiness is what really matters. and when i'm bk here, i feel like i can connect more with my friends here. and even when i meet new friends they're all like... i can't find an adj to describe it. i would say.. less superficial, less superfluous.

oh yea. and i went on ISIS and i found out i got a 5 on my AP Calc test. i'm pretty proud of myself. and i got a 3 on the english one. and i thought i would fail. i'm going to get credit for the other tests i took too, but i don't know my score for it yet b/c i doesn't say on the website. maybe ishould go check. yea later.

so what should i do now? should i continue blogging? i think i'll check out my college stuff..