lazy-afternoon

i'm soooo freaking tired.
slept last nite at 3ish coz meesha slept over.
alarm this morning was set to go off at 7:57

i guess that's a decent number of hours. 5 hours.
but i felt like i didn't get enough sleep at all. or maybe it's just the accumulated lack of sleep throughout the week. or maybe because i failed my midterm and got sounded by my professor.

but anyway. it was homecoming weekend and me and lipin were planning to go tailgating. with.. ourselves. but smart fella FFKed me. and the reason was "i thought i hit the snooze button". But i'm not blaming anyone. because i did get some extra sleep. but i still don't know i feel like passing out. maybe too much alcohol last night, but i didn't have that much at all

anyway. it was sunny and hien's 21st yesterday and they went out to the bars. i didn't, just pre-gamed at their place 9:45-11:00. had 3 drinks i think. but i think i went way too fast b/c i would have finished my 2nd one and jane still had her 1st. but yea. i wanted to go out with them but i had my car so that wouldn't have worked..matt didn't drink so he could drive my car to his place and since my roommate and meesha are @ friend's (which is close to matt's) roommate could drive me home. anyway. i got bored looking at the fishes. so went over to lipin's, which is two blocks away maybe. then stayed there, meesh and zt joined afterwards. talked till..... 2 maybe? then we went home. got home talk somemore. then i was the first one to sleep.

i dunno why i'm so tired but i just woke up from a nap and i feel like sleeping more......

070808-092708. I'm sorry. The fault's on me. But it was real. I promise....