maybe that was it.

it's thanksgiving break.

it's been a year since when i cried my little heart out. not because i loved him, but because i realized that maybe he could be the one for me. i should have paid more attention, given more priority, but everything's too late. i've never ever cried that much for that long. not even after.

he wasn't all that. typical ABC. there was so much that i didn't like about him, but it was okay. even today, i didn't think it was as bad.

i thought i was done, but today. when that song played. it all came back.

i do miss you. it's been too long since i've heard from you, and i don't know if i want to.

maybe it's because like you said. that i can't find anyone who can be better than you. and yes. i still haven't. but i promise you. i'll find one. i know u still care. i'm glad u found yours.

california---not going back anytime soon