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it has been one crazy weekend.
friday left school at 4. went to des moines for competition. we got 6th out of 9th. not bad but we wished we could've done better. before performance i was crying like crazy. i don't know what happened but i couldn't hold it in. tears just rolled down my cheeks, messing up all the make up i had on. but anyway. i didn't get any of my homework/studying done there. it was kinda sad.
got home sat night, went straight to bed.
sunday morning. got up and did some econ homework that i didn't do for like 3 days. then read their eyes were watching god. went to choir concert at 1.45 lasted till 4 sumthing. went home. read summore. i finished it sometime at night. OMGness!!! it's such a good book. i wna cry. i wished i was Janie. i hope one day i can find true love. oh how i wish everything was great, how tea cake loved janie and how she loved back. and how she had to shoot him to end his misery!!! OMG!!!!!!!! so emo!!!
anyway. i'm sad and depressed coz i'm gonna fail life. haha. go our papers back today. and guess what? YUNNIE GOT ANOTHER B!!! suprised? damn! i'm mad! this means i totally just ruined my chance of getting an A in that class. blady hell!!! i got a 92 on my math test though. but that was the beginning of the day. i'm gonna fail bio too. totally don't know waht's going on! OMG and we have like tests and labs due. i have no idea how to do htem!! FELICE!!!i need you!! haha. well. i really should be doing my homework and studying for this test. peaceout~~