winter=eating too much

yes, i definitely over-ate this week.
had seoul grill on thursday, which was very very very filling.
and then today i had texas road house, and at night i ate almost a whole pizza.
urgh. i need to stop eating so much.

so... tomorrow onwards... i'll control what i eat. LOL. hopefully i'll live up to what i say. but not spending money is a motivation. but i can't help it..... i just got my paycheck. LOL> well. monday i'm definitely having ice cream b/c cold stone has double-punches on monday. well... after monday. i'll eat less. hopefully. i've been trying to lose weight since.... forever and it hasn't been working, so i dunno how it would turn out

other than that......

i haven't been talking to him since..... a while....
i don't really know what to think tho.
there's a problem... distance... there always will be....
so should i move on?
or should i wait?
should i tell him about my feelings?
or should i not?
should i think about him?
or should i divert my attention to someone else?

it's been a while.
and i don't remember what it feels like......