will the pain ever go away?

i'm over it. yes.

i'm just not over this: how can someone so important to you just leave you? just like that?

i don't want to rant, i don't want to complain, i don't want to be emo,
but it still hurts. so. much.

This is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to November all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to November, turn around and make it alright
I go back to November all the time