there's always a solution

a solution to every problem.
in the engineering sense, there's many different solutions that could work for a particular model/problem, but only one is the optimum. in normal math class, there are different solutions that would get you to the same answer. ultimately, the professor wants a particular right answer that would give you full credit.

for my case, it doesn't seem like there's a solution. i want to follow my heart, but my mind and conscious won't allow that. it knows that if it lets go of this, the outcome will be disastrous. but... i can't live in this situation, nor can i live in the one before. i can't live without you, but i can't live with you and know that she's very important in your life and that you still care a lot for her. it's like you guys are still together, and i'm just a side person to keep you company while she's not around.

took for granted,

it was never official on your side. i guess it shouldn't be on mine either.
you never took me seriously.
you would rather hurt me than her.
what's the eff-ing point?

my heart's not made out of metal. i guess i can hold it in, but for how much longer?
since the beginning, i know. you bookmark her page, you check it frequently, etc.
yes, you'll say i'm sensitive. and i am. i'm known to be strong and tough. i thought that i could be less of that when i'm with you, but now i know i can't. i need to be stronger, to claim my title as queen of the world, nothing can touch me or pull me down.

i'm working towards it.

that's the only solution