12.08.2009

it probably won't ever happen

I guess it's been like this all this while, it's just that I never really realized.

It's not that I never fit in, I do, pretty well in various different group of friends.
I was never treated in a way that made me feel belonged or welcomed all the time.

I had one friend, that I lost, and I'm left with one less person to turn to no matter what.

After I moved to the states, after I graduated high school.
I've never experienced that sense of belonging anymore.

it's okay...
i'm used to this.
i can feel left out.
in fact i always do

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