point of no return

there's no turning back anymore.
that saturday when I signed my lease for the 1 plus bedroom in Ames, I know I will spend next year there.

So I should stop worrying about too many things, and just get over it.
What happened has already happened.
And things that I want to happen is out of my reach.

So I should just get going and don't think about it too much......

SUPER STRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!